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Wednesday, May 26, 2010

LIFE'S A B*TCH && THEN YOU DIE

i dont actually know where to start my blog but since im having urges of blogging imma give it a try. I have lots of things in my mind right now. Twitter really helps a lot, all the rants and raves that I had is all on twitter. It has witnessed my life for the past 11 months now. THANK God for that new drug that they’ve invented. lol

What I’ve been through right now is that I consider it as a reward for me not only for me but for my mom too.. I’m a bit hesitant to talk about this private stuff but I’ll try not to be specific about it.


I’ve been through my ups and downs and thinking of those moments made me a stronger and better person that I am now. Trust me, no one would ever want to go through that stage of my life. Like being pointed by a gun and trusting that person that he’ll never pull the trigger, I was ready to die right at that moment. But God has other plans for me that he had to make me live for the 3rd time. Second time when I actually had a surgery when I was in high school but nevermind that’s out of the story. So the thing was, I was in pain, anger, hatred and thinking of having revenge as well. But God made me stronger and made me act like nothing bad happened the next morning. I forgave that person but will never forget what I’ve been through for that past 3 months. I don’t exactly have the right words to describe those feeling that I felt last year but I’m just thanking God that he gave me another chance to live my life to the fullest.

There I’ve said my piece and it’s time to move on. It’s all up to God now who’ll puzzle up my life.

“When u hold a grudge,, the grudge really holds u .. 4give ur past”-REV RUN WISDOM


6 comments:

Chyng said...

Hi!
I thought you didnt avail any package for BKK. Sayang. Cant do that with mine. My readers always ask me down to the smallest details of my trips, afterall these people have all the time to search the net so why avail the package, right? And opcors, mas tipid pag DIY.

anyway, I have a friend. I met her in Sagada. She organizes Coron packages, gusto mo?
Here's her number:
Leidy 0922.876.8281
tell her friend kita. Ü

Kirsteen gonzales said...

We did po so mejo nakamura that
time sa bkk..
Yay, cge po we'll try to contact her..thanksie!

curiouskatrina said...

How come your posts aren't showing on my dashboard? :(
What's wrong dear? You left me wondering with this post. I hope you're feeling good now. :3

Kirsteen gonzales said...

@kl oh im good k..thanks sa concern..hehe! im all new and moved on..no more grudges..

dunno must have been sa follow thingy..click my blogs url then add me sa daw manage thingy sa dashboard to follow me..

curiouskatrina said...

aww, good to hear that :)

But I'm following you already :( Maybe i-unfollow q anay then follow ta ka liwat. hihihi!

Kirsteen gonzales said...

haha bac k..budlay dan i follow akon blog..lol!

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