Yesterday, I woke up inside the recovery room in reverie..Words juggling through my mind, "why me?"," why does this have to happen to me?", "what happens next?", "what are God's plans for my life?"..I've been asking a lot of questions but still no answer. I've been through my second operation yesterday. A minor one that is. Just a little trivia for you all. I think this is my 4th life already. God has saved me from death for four times already but he haven't answered any of my questions yet. Maybe my life has a purpose. He has his reasons why am i still sitting on my computer chair typing this blog at this very moment. I 'm not supposed to blog this but since electricity's back and just in time i was checking my facebook a Tito of mine sent me a message. It strucked me and made me cry, not just cry but bawl with tears. Let me share this to you.
"YOU CAN LOSE A LOT OF MATERIAL THINGS BUT NOT YOUR LIFE"- that's what i learned from this experience.
SOMETHING TO REMEMBER:
I asked GOD< "why do you have to create pain and hurt? why not all laughter and cheers? Why do we have to cry? why not all smiles painted in our faces?"
GOD got my hand and said,"MY CHILD, when you're happy, you forget ME. sometimes, I let you experience pain for you to recognize ME. remember, thru pains I'm making you a fighter. the more you cry, the more you're hurt, the STRONGER you become.
I smiled, then GOD added," always remember that whatever happens, it is for a purpose. I always give a rainbow after the rain."
- Be strong Khen, you will surely get you're rainbow.-
THANK YOU TO MY FAMILY AND TO MY FRIENDS WHO HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME ON MY DARKEST MOMENTS OF MY LIFE.
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
3 comments:
go girl, be blessed, and be a blessing to others.
ano sakit mo?
i was diagnosed last 2009 with this stage 2 advanced moderate illness. dahil jan, i stopped working, i stopped going out, stopped seeing mt friends. sudden stop of everything, ang hirap. nahinto mundo ko tapos tuloy lang yun sa iba..
what i learned: waste of time ang drama moments. life is short, anytime pwede bumalik yung sakit ko.
pagaling ka! and be a living proof of God's love. ♥
i always get guilty pag may run for a cause kasi tagaMoA lang ako, pero never ako naka-attend.. tamad, tsk tsk..
saludo ako sayo!!!
(re the P97 roundtrip fare, PISO fare yun. i booked that almost 10months before our trip. hehe)
thank you for the enlightenment ate chyng...now, im living my life to the fullest! this year is so far the worst year of my life. but there are more years ahead of me waiting for me to make the best of it! LIVE.LOVE.LAUGH ika nga!
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